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Trust

Feeling down again today, nowhere near as much as I have in the past month, but I'm slowly regressing back to that point.

The uncertainty--I hate it.

Robbie brought me more flowers today, yellow daisies because I liked the pink ones so much, and they seemed to last a lot longer than roses do.

We were talking earlier today when I was feeling down, he snuggled up in bed with me and we got on the subject of trust. I had forgotten about how much of an issue it was for us in the beginning, not really an issue per se, but it was something we talked about constantly, and it was also the basis of our "no i love you" rule.


I just wish I wouldn't feel like crap about everything. And I wish there were some sort of reassurance. And I wish that the littlest things wouldn't make me feel like crap.